Open it already.

I guess I can blame it all on stress.
When I think I've so much to do, so much to cover, so many other things waiting for me, I hold strong and I fight till the end. I refuse to break down and let the feelings overflow. I refuse to unscrew that bottlecap.

But when I let go of my duties/ priorities... I can feel it coming. Then I get scared and screw the bottlecap back on.

When will this vicious cycle ever end?