Sucks.

So my self expectations have always been surprisingly low. I was pretty contented with a 3.43 gpa but when I found out the number of people who scored 3.5<, all I could think of was "I suck". I promise myself I'll work much harder next year.

SAP. Again. I received a slip in the morning saying "SAP for sec 3s next year will be on Wednesdays". Sorry about this but, wtf. I've CCA on Wednesdays, and I wouldn't want to spend 2 years of my life without any CCA points. SAP would be on 3 Wednesdays a month, meaning I'd only have 25% attendance for CCA. I need to meet the darn 75% quota! Am I supposed to make the decision of giving up SAP now? Giving up this perfect chance I have dangling right in front of me? This just sucks.

I guess Ms Tan was right. It was unfortunate for us to enter ISO. Very unfortunate. It was also unwise of her to pick us to take up this darn project. Everything just sucks alright, I get it. She raised quite a few points on how our project sucked and stuff, and I realised, yeah of course each of us were at wrong, but not entirely. I can confidently conclude that 80% of the problems were caused by this member of the group, and let's name her A. She 'does' her work, but instead of helping she causes all the trouble. To add things on, her work are all 'cut-and-paste' or to "chimify" the language. Total crap. Like hello, this is a Biology research studies, not a OhMyEnglishIsSoGreat project.

Everything sucks the moment I thought it'd be alright.
This is the time when I realise that I'll never get the same comfort I used to get when I needed it.